It doesn't take any Rocket Sience, it is pretty obvious; this hasn't been the happiest day in the Fishbowl. Sometimes life kicks you in your butt and actually, you don't have any idea what has been kicking you. And, if there is any good in it. It probably is, but right now this feels like some struggles on constant repeat. So often fought, so many victories gained. But every time you believe to have overcome some particular struggles, a nasty little beast shows up and gives you an evil smile. Telling you, you were completely wrong. And that, when one thing goes wrong, very often it adds up to three, before calming down. Tonight I can just hope, I didn't do any miscounting. And that the storm will pass soon. In fact, we did get help already, but are still kind of hanging in the air. Hopefully only until tomorrow morning. And there is something deep inside of me, screaming that passing simply won't do this time. I so desperately want these things to change. And want to understand, which of those obstacles, are maybe seated somewhere totally different. Surviving is one thing, putting things behind you and growing is another. Sadly, we seldom understand growing when we're in the middle of it. That is my hope for tonight. And the fact, that I've managed to finish some work today. Maybe that is some change already. I don't know and before getting totally lost in some whining rant, I will leave you with one of the pieces of today. Good night and lots of love to all, who are in a similar place this very moment.
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